"Also, when you meet new people and try to explain your life, rather than telling a whole story, now I can just say, Go to my Web site.
"Then I dont have to talk about myself. Even though Im an actress, my ego doesnt run that way. Id rather hear what youre about.
"But once theyve found out youve been in a movie, most people are like, Oh, really? They become so intrigued."
Since our heroine first got into films, the culture of celebrity has grown tremendously, consuming us all, like a creature in one of Lisas sci-fi films.
"People went really nuts. But the Web site is an opportunity to show there are other sides to me. There is what I do in my home, my friends and my philosophies. They all are important to me. A lot of people wont even get to the philosophies, again because once you tell them you were in a movie, even a Z movie, thats it. They get blinded. But I am a woman of philosophy."
What is her philosophy? "I believe happiness is a primary goal, because if youre happy, you are in a stronger position to take care of everything in your life. It gives you the freedom to accomplish.
"I dont believe anybody is better than anyone else, that Im a better person because my face has been on a screen. I dont appreciate it when people put me on a pedestal, even though theyre humble films as Im a humble actress. Besides, its false, so theres no benefit from it.
"If you want to put me on a pedestal because I helped a little girl, that I can accept. If you want to respect me for having the chutzpah to get my face on the big screen, thats okay.
"But I do want people to value me for how I choose to live my life moment to moment, being kind, considerate, understanding. Its cool to make films, but what makes you better is how you handle your life, the heart you give."
Lisa gained this perspective by taking almost everything she believed, "and turning it around to the opposite, just because nothing made sense! All the impressions I had gotten thus far in my life werent working.
"It required me to almost change my lexicon, my definitions of words. What does being a better person really mean?
"I thought selfishness meant, lets say, a man and a woman are dating and the girl says, Hes being really selfish. He only thinks of himself.
"But the truth is if he was being selfish, he would want the woman to be happy. He would want the environment to be happy. Thats the epitome of selfishness.
"I want my world to be good, so Im going to do everything in my orbit to make it good. Thats selfish. These people are making themselves miserable. Whats selfish about that? Theyre doing it backwards."
Her revelations came in stages. "When I turned 18 and was out on my own, I was able to take some extraordinary family pressures off me. It took years of studying and reading to figure out why I wasnt happy for most of my life, and to change it.
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